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*ATTENTION*
Ok guys, this is hard for me to say...I think it might be time for me to retire from 5 Seconds Till Dawn, at least as a member of the band. I just dont feel like i am adding anything special to the band and it really hurts me because i wish i was more productive and im not. I also feel like i could be easily replaced, being as you have many people who would love to have my spot. And also, i feel like the creative differences that were supposed to make us stand out are pulling us apart. I know my run was short, and i hope you guys understand. Its nothing really personal, its just a hard thing to do anymore. I would absolutly LOVE staying a part of the behind-the-scenes experience, such as being a manager or a groupie. It would be wonderful. I am a big fan and wish everyone well in the future. I love you Laura and Lauren, please dont give up your dream!

Well kiddies! Welcome to the All Things Abi page! Im sure this will probably be the most boring stop on the 5 Seconds till Dawn trip, but o well...you'll live. Here is my info!
 
Date: April 15 (HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAURA!)

Time:  8:54 pm

Talkin To: Lauren, Laura, and Tommy

Listening To: Alkaline Trio "Donnes Party"

 
Wearing: blue pj pants, and this one shirt Brittany gave me in 6th grade that i still fit in! WOW go me!

Eating: nothing

Drinking: nothing

Feeling: Self-assured...i just made a big desicion and i feel pretty good about it
 

*Full Name: Abigail Jean Hartje

*Age: 14

*Birthday: October 2, 1989

*Instrument for Band: Lead Guitar, Vocals

*Instruments Played: Guitar, Piano, Flute, Vocals, VERY little drums

*Nicknames: Abi, Hollywood, Gingerbread, Scully, Douchebag, Scabby Abi, Flabby Abi, Sabby Abi (ha thanks nick)

*Favorite Food: Funyons and Heath Bars 

*Influences: No Doubt,Taking Back Sunday, Brand New, Northstar, Alkaline Trio, Vendetta Red

*Dating Status: Single, but im in love

*Equipment: Black Fender Squire Strat, Ibanez Acoustic/Electric, Peavy Microphone, Peavy Microphone Stand, Fender 15G Practice Amp, Gig Line Brand Connector Cords, Digitec RP50 Effects, Fender Strap, Crate Pro Audio PA-System, Ernie Ball Slinky Strings, Elixer Strings

 

Favorite Things

 Food: oooo...umm Funyuns and heath Bars
Drink: Water
Type of Music: Everything, but mostly Alternative, Punk, and Emo

Website: This one!

Actor: Johnny Depp, Leonardo DiCaprio, John C. Reily, Jack Black, Orlando Bloom, Viggo Mortenson, Jake Gyllenhaal

Actress: Scarlett Johanson, Queen Latifa, Cathrine Zeta-Jones, Angelina Jolie, Julia Roberts

Movies: Pirates of the Caribbean, Lord of the Rings, Jurassic Park, Chocolat, Edward Scissorhands, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Whats Eating Gilbert Grape, Austin Powers, Lost in Translation, Bubble Boy, Chicago

Quote: "Do you see a man skilled in his work? He will serve before kings"

Word: Instigate, tenacity, malice, mellencolly, empathy

Clothing Item You Own: My blue n green striped shirt, my polka dot skirt, CBGB & OMFUG shirt, and a good pair of jeans, my black hat, feather boas 

Things I Gotta Say...So, Sorry...
What I dont understand is why people think I care so much about their opinions of how I should make music. The only opinions I care about in that category are my own. So people who dont like 5STD music, Im sorry you dont like it, but i honestly dont care, so find another band to make fun of because your not hurting my feelings at all!
 
Another thing i dont really understand is the fact that some people intentionally try to make a career out of selling their music. I mean, its nice to get success for what you do, but if you intentionally try to sell your music out, it doesnt really say a lot about you. But hey, this is just my opinion and i dont think any less of you if you plan on doing this. its just not something Id do.
 
Wanna know something i really hate? Labels. What is the point of putting someone in a category with no room to change and grow? Its unfair to someone as a person. Its like putting them in a cage like a dog. Its wrong.
 
On a positive note...
 
My good friend Nick just gave me this wicked CD of Capitol Records stuff. Its pretty good. Some of my favorites are: Coldplay- "Moses," Liz Phair- "Extraordinary," Yellowcard- "Way Away," The Dandy Warhols- "The Last High," Auf der Maur- "Followed the Waves," Teh Star Spangles- "I Dont Wanna Be Crazy Anymore," Steriogram- "Walkie Talkie Man"
 
Thank You's
First of all, I want to thank God because i wouldnt be anywhere without His blessings upon my life. Next i want to thank my parents: Mom for taking me to everything and teaching me my values, Dad! You were right! Acoustic guitar is better than electric. I want to thank my "homies" back in Beloit, oh yeh and that one guy who lives in Janesville (LOL) OH and i want to thank Trojan Condoms for making my experience pleasurable and safe! THANKS GUYS! Dont be silly, bag your willy! Our groupies are pretty cool too! Brittany, Kirk, Ashley (both of you) Kayla, and everyone else, your all awesome! I wanna thank Paradise for providing the wonderful guitars that i have. And Lauras mom n dad, thats for the rehearsal space...I always said i was gonna thank Gwen Stefani, so there ya go, i just thanked Gwen Stefani. AND, last but not least, I want to thank 2 very cool kids who've helped us out. Andy, your such a talented guy and your really nice as well. I hope things work out between you and Lauren. Nick, you've honestly been one of the best things that has ever happened to me. I love you!
Anyway, Im just really glad that i can make music because its a great thing. There have been times where i was ready to give up, but music has saved me. Check out these bands: AFI, Alkaline Trio, Brand New, Coldplay, The Darkness, Nirvana, Northstar, Fuel, Saves the Day, Dashboard Confessionals, Steriogram, The Star Spangles, Auf Der Maur, The Vines, Taking Back Sunday, Vendetta Red, Starsailor, Majorie Fair, The Dandy Warhols, No Doubt, Outkast, Van Hunt, Eminem.
Those are some artists talented in so many ways, lyrically, musically, and vocally.  
 

Some Pictures of Me, Friends, and Things I Like

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Haha im like "CRAWL!!!!" lol no I dunno what i was doing here...im just a big ol dork ;)

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OMG i love this chick! Lauren i will always luv ya! Im so glad we are friends and your in the band!

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This is Shane. He is the best guy in the whole wide world with the biggest heart! I WANNA ADOPT YOU!

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This is Evan. This dude gets lots of girls, but he loves the one girl that doesnt like him. SAD!

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This is *Nick* lol i love him and he says he loves me too! YAY! ::does dance:: lol im weird...

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Great band here! Alkaline Trio! Skiba is the guitar GOD! They just need to find Jesus ;)

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Please study the 2nd guy from the left. His name is Jesse. I want to marry him! :-D

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This is my slave, i wish. JOHNNY IS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE! Thats right!

Secrets of your Local Infirmary

Who was there
When life crashed to the ground
Who cared about
What i spoke to the darkness
Who will understand
The creatures invading my cranuim
The words the speak in solitude
Are purley delirium
Whats lurking in
The shadows of my room
Whos hiding in the backyard
Its just a mortician on a
Rampage, searching for
Some overtime pay

UNTITLED

What is it that you want from life?
How do you plan on getting it?
What do you think about in your secretive sins?
What do you say to the shadows?
Am i just second-hand skin?
Will you always play this game?
Am i the one to blame?
Why do i ask so many questions
when the answers plain as day
Who are you thinking of?
Which whore do you need to pay?
Should i just give up on giving in?
Is your cycle in ful spin?
Why do i ask so many questions
When its not that hard to get them straight
I hope you like yourself
So it makes up for me hating you

The Dead Generation See's and Feels Nothing

Who Believes that
When your hearts gone
You can capture the sky
You're sinking faster and faster
Falling thru every lie
You bash the skulls of every speaker
Who trys to tell you its not worth it
Because your wasted on feelings
Your never gonna make it
What happens when
Your fantasies fall
You may grow old as one
But who is it for?
When you go home

Learn to Love in Return

In the beginning
It all went well
Almost as planned
But then it changed
Maybe for the better Maybe for the worse
I realize now
We'll always be
Just friends
I wanna be close to you forever
Even if we'll only be
Just friends
Just give me something to miss
Like a kiss or something
To hold on to forever
Like the words to a song
Or a dream
Do you think about me
Before you drift away to slumber?
I hate to admit it
Ive crossed the line

The Solitude Song

She was never good enough for anyone

She couldnt see beyond her bedroom window

The light of the day never touched her eyes

She was always asleep

One day she woke up

Life was a spring morning

So pale and cold

She waited for seasons to change

And one day, the sun brightened up her life

Giving her warmth and joy

Forgiving all of her instigative thoughts

The sun loved her for what she was

Not what people wanted her to be

*This is the place to find my lyrics and poems and such, so check back here often because my mind is always on!*